Sunday, April 25, 2010

updations!

so its been a pretty good solid week of working in and had the day off to think and relax
here was a good dollar find to help me get ready for my trip.

flower power.
also i received my necklace from falling whistles today and now i wear it with pride am "a whistle blower for peace"

some boys not big enough to hold a gun were given merely a whistle and put on the front lines of battle.

THEIR SOLE DUTY WAS TO MAKE ENOUGH NOISE TO SCARE THE ENEMY AND THEN TO RECEIVE-WITH THEIR BODIES - THE FIRST ROUND OF BULLETS.

Lines of boys fell as nothing more than a temporary barricade.
Those who tried to flee were shot at from behind, the soldiers called it encouragement to be brace. Without a gun to protect themselves, the smallest boys were place between the crossfire of two armies- forces fighting for reasons far beyond their ability to understand.

fear like that is not logical.

100% of proceeds go to rehabilitate ex-soldiers 


weep for that story. but do something for that truth.


I'm getting all my letters out, slowly but surely.
i feel as after that i will have more time to kind of reflect on the things that I'm going through in thought and prayer and hope with my trip and my future 


Click To Help Get Me To Uganda

Best to give praise where praise is due
GOD bless.

Monday, April 19, 2010

plus grand que soi

maybe its not always finding a place accommodating to spirit and light rather finding someone to take it there.

on the subject of sacrifice, although taken with a high dosage of discipline to give up something you rely, apply, need, want, desire, dream of, embody, the biggest of all things in sacrifice is trust. Giving trust from one thing to the next abandoning your trust of something you may have always known, to shove it into the hands of a tiny thing that could very so well not be able to walk yet.

it may be difficult to give the things you have given, but thats where the fight is supposed to be, the fight isnt supposed to last , the fight has a winner.winning or not, betraying the heart of what its telling you to go for, is easier to talk to when tried and failed then never willing.

something to check out, FALLING WHISTLES




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